sad.

isn't it just sad.

that all this time.
in cell groups.
in TNG.
in sermons.
in mission trips.

the leaders, major experiences, teachings, all these push into you so much.

and after so, so long of all this.

things like that, stupid, stupid things like that, happen, which shouldn't happen.
things that should never have started cos of our foundation in Christ.
Christ's LOVE.


this should not be happening.

this really, really, should not be happening.