pre-mission trip.

i got sgb (sharity gift box) tomorrow. man. that sucks.

i mean, i sorta wanna go cos i wanna bless the old folks (not really physically, but spiritually).
but it's the last day before i leave for mission trip to chiang mai!

the holidays have zoomed by before i could catch my breath. -.-
school's gonna start again and the whole gloom will descend upon us all.
i need to be more disciplined when school starts.
especially with new temptations-ps3, drumset, bicycle.
i wanna reverse time.

i had a sudden sad feeling. as i was typing this post.
because of mission trip bootcamp, i realised my family couldn't go overseas for a family trip.
and at first, i didn't wanna go because i wanted to go for bootcamp.
but i realise it's been a long time since then, and not only that, i feel like i let my parents' hope of actually going for a family-conding vacation shatter.
i hope my mum wasn't planning that trip too long.
i hope she just had... a hope for it?

WAH! so many sad feelings.
- sgb, pre-mission-trip emptiness, rush.
- vanishing holidays, descent of school gloom.
- let down of mum's/parent's hopes of going for a vacation.

i guess we many a time do forsake our family for our friends. sigh.

recently, i went for the Word of Faith Convention.
Super good, so many things were personally applicable for me.
and, i had an affirmation!

the first night, when i was praying for an affirmation after the sermon and after worship, Aunty Catherine called me out to pray for me and share with me a vision.

I was in a suit, like Pastor Yew-Kwong's, and I was preaching on a stage.

well, although it wasn't clear whether i was a pastor or a missionary (blur? relate to previous posts), it was something! and i was really glad about it.

and i think i got tongues. i think i was anointed with tongues the last night Pastor Wee preached. i'm still not 100% sure, but i know i gotta keep praying in tongues to unfold the blueprint in my life.


Stayed over at cremon's (clemon, clement, whatever.) house recently.
first night, we watched a video on these really anointed and blessed youths (9-12 yrs old) and they were just so spiritually mature!

SUPER spiritually mature lah! i mean, there was an 11 year old boy who preached (yes, like a pastor), and a small girl who spoke in tongues, and when they moved in the spirit, you could really see their sincerity and passion and truth in it all. so so good man!

this really is a key generation. God's gonna do something big and new with this generation. something that would break the ways of tradition, not for the sake of rebellion, but by God's newly unveiled revelations. can you feel it? but of course, we have to make it happen lah.

and all the world will truly see,
that You are God.