"accept that the reality of this world does not fit your psychological nuances." - toj.
definitely true.
hard to accept.
i am feeling strange now. i am not at the deepest region of the pit like i was in my last post.
i am feeling strangely calm and peaceful, like everything's alright.
yet distant, like my seeking is still a wild dog on a leash, pulling far ahead, away from me.
and like this wild dog, my identity seeks to mark its territory everywhere;
i enjoy collecting my experiences.
like my wild dog,
i'm always excited to find a new place;
yet not content enough to settle there.
i think at the center of ourselves we are all still children -
intuitive enough to follow the heart's curiosity,
ignorant enough to believe that there can ever be a settling - a true contentment.
but always full of the energy to keep skipping along.
