Saturday, June 30, 2007

impact.

today's service started off with a free dinner - McChicken with mayo. yay.
then we waited until the movie was gonna start.
when it did, we watched it.
and there was impact throughout the whole thing.
but only 5 or 10 minutes are the whole thing did the mother asteroid crash.

it was odyssey'.
and it was a heaving thought to relate it to the movie, catching me in a dilemna.
this only occured to me while praying for the church.

then when i went home, another depression decided to play.
it's just damn annoying.
and distracting.
i don't know why it won't go away.
but i think it's, very bluntly put, stupid.
things like that at this time should have bid goodbye geological ages ago.

i think i get high in school.
i believe it's a counter-effect of my brain to neutralise the depression of school.
i feel like i have a different personality from that in school, and at home, and in church.
sigh.

ib symposium's starting.
theme - environment conservation.
maybe influenced by live earth?

anyway, i was dozing off during the talk.
so i kept awake by scribbling away.
here's the product of my caffeine.

i'm pissing off angrily at my brothers for the slightest things.
i realise it, and it don't like it cos i know it's wrong, but i just feel so weird and kinda depressed now. it's not any of that 'life sucks' crap. don't worry.
have a pleasant night.
defeating giants.

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